Untitled.

Here you are, and here is Paul.. And as much as I would love to take you for everything you are, I just can’t.  What is this Uncle Kracker playing.. This isn’t helping my flow.. That  was so cute.  You know what I know.  You can take care of someone like you don’t even know. It’s just in your nature.  You take someone in and you love them like no other.  Like Paul, like me.. you are too sweet.  You do enough for everyone.. and no one will ever thing that’s enough and you know what that’s what I’ve learned. You are never good enough.. but I have hope for you and for me and that we will both find something wonderful.  Someone to take care of us when we’re sick. Or when we just need a hug because shit happens and I honestly hope that I can be that someone for you but timing is everything and timing is nothing because you must be happy where you are and I know I’m happy and all I want is for you to be happy to.. 

I like that you read.

I like that you smoke.  

I like that you love the Grateful Dead. 

I’m happy you get my obsession with good music.

 I like the way you smile.

I like the way you dance and don’t give a fuck.

In fact I envy you. 

I wish I didn’t give a fuck.

Matt on another day in another life I think this will work..

Let’s not give up on our marriage plans.

But for now let’s not think too much into our future.

Live for today

—Amanda

I’m on the radio. WHUS.org

love it.

http://www.whus.org/dj-profile.cfm?djID=204 <— That’s me